I lost my mum 2 weeks ago to gallbladder/liver mets cancer. She was diagnosed 4.5 months ago.......I'd hoped deep down she would of got longer with us, and I feel so angry!!! Is this normal??? My dad was killed 10 years ago and I never knew what happened to him but to lose both really really hurts. Does anyone have any advice? My family and friends think I'm strong but I'm just good at putting on a front? I'm sure some can relate to that. Night time is the worst it's do lonely.