My mom who I got taken from when I was two years old and didn't get to meet her (thanks to my abusive family on my dad's side) until after I turned twenty and she was terminal in hospice. I only knew her for two days out of two weeks and then she died on mother's day. It's so hard and I miss her so much but I don't know what to do. I don't know how to deal with it. It hurts really bad and I have a lot of regret cuz I could have met her after I turned 18 and the restraining order that my abusive family put on that side of the family couldnt do anything but they lied to me about my mom and that side of the family and I believed them until i got to know the real them after I turned 20 and it was too late :/ I don't know how to handle it all :'( it hurts really bad