Its been a year now since i lost my mom. I think of her all the time. I feel ever since i lost my mom there has been a hole in my heart, like i lost a piece of myself. She was my best friend, she was my everything...there are times now when i go reach for the phone to call her. I used to call her all the time, wether it was just to talk or i needed advice or i needed to vent. She always knew what to say, she just had this way about her. All holidays have been hard for me, watching my kids grow and knowing one of of them doesn't remember her makes me sad. I have good days and bad days, seems like i have more bad days then good.

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Victoria I lost my mom December 17 2015 she also was my best friend I love her so much. I miss her every breath I take . Holidays will never be the same. I'm not married and no children. My days right now are bad. I cry everyday. I'm back to work but I try my best to put a smile on my face. Some days might be good, but one thing I dohave a lot of friends and my church. Who call me, but I still cry I'm on an antidepressant that I take at night to help me sleep I know really how you feel sweetie.
I understand completely what you are going through. I lost my mom on January 9th and she was my best friend- I feel so scared sometimes bc she was the person I talked to and got advice from and when I needed to vent. I'm so scared of the holidays and birthdays and Mother's Day makes me want to hide. I know this pain will lesson in time and we will learn how to walk with it and carry it- I miss my mom so much it feels as if the world will end. You know what it feels like? The movie It's a Wonderful Life, everything is so different and life is and will never ever be the same. I will pray for you and keep you in my thoughts!

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