2013 was a bad year. On February 8 my mother dead of a overdose. I went to to stock for months. I'm complete heart broken. Then around around May my stop mom stopped wanted to spend time with my dad. She took a 5 weak trip to see her family and then right she gets back she surprises my dad with a ticket to to go see his family for 3 weakes. At first I thought it a sweet gift but now we relished she just wanted to get read of him while he was away I told her he just wanted to spend time with her. And she tells me that they have been married for almost 17 years so they didn't needed to spend time together. Then in November she tells my dad she's going to stays a friends so that " they can save their marriage ". Now she wants nothing to do with either of us. Now as all this crap is going down. I'm dealing with the death of my mother. My mom wasn't married and she didn't have a will so as her only living child all dections were to my be mine. So I have her cremated and her ashes are in my room. It's been over a year and I've learned my mom has done some bad in her life. But even so I just wish I could have my mother back it hurts so bad and to top it off my moms family doesn't want to do any kind memoral so I may have to do her ashes by my self. I just feel so depressed. Why could my mom get clean why did she have to die. Mom was always there when I was hurt now she's gone. I don't know what to do without her