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dad i luv u wish u wear still hear u no betty died yday toe fav cuzen wish u wear still hear

Comment by Storyas Fawnfeather on July 27, 2013 at 8:18pm

I haven't been on for a while.  I'm not going to try to go through old messages at this time.  I'll just post a message and pick up on future messages from here.  I'm gonna copy here what I posted on another group, and then I will get started again:  I have been talking to Jo (JB) on private messages, and she has been encouraging me to come back to the groups and talk.  I think I'm just now ready to do that - thank you, JB, for your support.  About six or nine months ago my husband got very sick (and he is not out of the woods yet but I think he can be okay instead of leaving me) and shortly before that my nephew got shot and died and then I'd had my dad die right before that and my Mom before him and several friends in the interim - and even though some of these deaths happened a while ago now and I should be getting over it, I got worse for a while instead of better.  I got so depressed that I just couldn't come over here and talk about it.  It was more than I could handle.  Over this summer I've had a lot of yard work and repairs and house repairs to work on, because so many things I couldn't do when I was taking care of my Dad, because I was too busy (and I'm not complaining).  I'm so depressed that when I get up to start them I'm actually angry that I have to do it when I don't feel like doing anything, and then after I start moving my body and start getting that exercise and start sweating, I start to feel better.  Then, the next day, I feel angry again that I have to even do anything until the exercise starts to lift my mood.  Yesterday I posted a bunch of pictures on Facebook of the yard work and realized how beautiful it is becoming and how lucky I am to have such a gift as a house, even if it's a small house and yard in a rough neighborhood - I'm so lucky to have it.  And, I'm so lucky that God gave me the gift of being creative and putting flowers and wind chimes and things out in a creative way to make it so beautiful.  And, I thought - I am so blessed - why am I so sad and angry?  I should be enjoying this.  And, I guess that snapped me out of it enough that I decided to come back to the groups today.  Sorry for bringing everyone down with my depression.  Thanks for listening.

Comment by dream moon JO B on July 27, 2013 at 4:41pm

i get alot of dreams marylin its why i stard my own dream pag on hear 

yore brandon sond lik a sweat boy he dose so full of lov he dose

i no my dad ded 3rd mrch 2012 at 220 am evry tim i wk up ay tht tim i feal realyweid evn if its to go to th tolitt i always feal weidi dor

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