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Comment by Pennywyze on January 16, 2021 at 1:18pm

The relationship with my father was more than strained, for many years. I came from a dysfunctional family that is over 5 miles long. I hated my father for years. I don't want to get into the specifics as to why. Let's just say, "The stress of seeing my mom beaten on on a regular basis, caused me to have dark circles under my eyes before I reached puberty". Although I was never beat on by dad, I still had a resentment towards my father that branched further than anger. 

However, I found out in 2007 (I think) that dad's heart was in pretty bad shape, and his doctor was talking about putting a stent in it. I didn't see my father for a couple years after I heard about his heart. The man was running away from something so, it was never a necessity for me to know his every move. At this point in my life, it was a great relief for dad to leave the city of Houston or the entire state of Texas. 

February 7, will be 2 years since he passed, and due to my husband passing 2 months and 2 days after dad, the grief of dad is just now catching up with me.

RIP: Royce Allen (Al) Watson

You are dearly missed

 

Comment by dream moon JO B on November 4, 2020 at 10:40am

sorrrry on yore losss hterss no rightt or wongg way 2 greiff justt try not to let othrss tell u how u shud feal 

im spirttid 2 

Comment by dream moon JO B on October 10, 2020 at 2:21pm

so sorry on yor loss alxandr & mandyy 

i no it min its so tuff 2 get hlp u need coz of wold cov19 byt but hear u can blog get yor fealins on hw u feal

Comment by mandy wilinski on October 8, 2020 at 11:02pm

i lost my father on jan 25,1999. my whole world crashed . and i came to a complete stop everything stopped for me in my life . i was a daddys girl he was my everything. now i lost mom as well in march2020 to cancer. its not a good feeling .u think ur world stops for the first parent second one its even harder yet bc its ur last parent it hit me like a ton of bricks.

Comment by Alexandra Tomko on August 1, 2020 at 11:52am

I lost my dad on June 17. He was my biggest supporter, and we were extremely close. I feel lost without him.

Comment by dream moon JO B on July 7, 2020 at 2:20pm

grt dream ash i luv dreams wen dad gets 2 me in dream

Comment by dream moon JO B on July 7, 2020 at 2:20pm

grt dream ash

Comment by marie on June 30, 2020 at 7:05pm

Oh Ash...what a precious dream!!!

Comment by dream moon JO B on June 1, 2020 at 9:58am

sorry on yore loss mary 

Comment by marie on June 1, 2020 at 8:37am

I am so sorry Mary Kay. Our hearts were broken when we lost our dad. My sister-in-law had told us to prepare that tears and grief would come in waves...out of nowhere. One of my cousins had lost her dad before us and she spoke some wise words to us: (please forgive the bad word.) "Dear, dear Cousins,
 
It's gonna hurt like a sonofabitch for awhile. Then one day will come when you notice you haven't thought about it for an hour or so. And then the times between will get longer. And then something, you never know what, will grab at your heart and it will hurt just like it did at first. Those of us who have already lost their dads wish we could take some of the pain away. But as I told my boys when their daddy died - the saddest thing would be that if nobody cared, nobody cried. God is good and faithful and will get you through."

Another dear friend said there will come a day when we will be able to share memories of him without crying...I was clinging for that day.

Praying for you.

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