Hi everyone,
I am new here and new to being without my dad. He passed about 3 weeks ago from brain cancer which he fought for 2 years. He did survey, chemo and radiation. Originally the doctor gave him 6 months. The last few months he went down fast I couldn't believe it. I was in therapy trying to prepare myself for his impending death but I did not expect it so soon.

I am so sad all the time. I've been fighting increased depression and anxiety since his diagnosis and now it's worse. I am in therapy and on medication which helps but work is sometimes unbearable. They are so supportive but it's hard to care about any of the tasks I do because it's like really your printer is broke well my dad is dead. Sometimes in my office also be I think this sucks I'm lonely but then I engage in conversation and all I want them to do is shut up. I don't know what I need and that's really hard. Anyone's advice is welcome and appreciated.