2 years ago today. I experienced my first heartached. I never had felt something like this... Danny, my husband, got the phone call that Dad was dead... I remember feeling helpless.. All i could hear was my screaming for my Dad. Why my Dad. He was only 63 years of age. At that time my son was just 6 months old... Danny helped me so much through all of the process. Every time i will be sad, danny will cheer me up. I miss my Dad today more than ever.. I feel helpless without him. Dad provided me a sense of security that I no longer have... Real sad and long day for me today...

Now little did I know that back on march 10, 2010, was just the beginning of all that will be ahead for me. Last year loosing Danny to murder.. I just cant believe I have gone thru this and still be standing!!