im not me

im not me

i will not be me 

wear am i

wear did i go 

so mush loos

so mush bad shit

its got me so 

not me

she died 2 in 2912 she did 

Views: 75

Replies to This Discussion

Permalink Reply by BLUEBELL on June 11, 2017 at 8:59am

JO B. I am so sorry for your loss. I too am trying to figure out who I am since my Mom died.

God bless you,

Bluebell

Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on June 11, 2017 at 3:55pm

thnx shud of sead 2012 my flt no 1 les i t wong yr in evn my branse mest up

Permalink Reply by Linda Engberg on June 12, 2017 at 7:37am

Hi Jo B,

I feel like you do, I will never be the same person again.

Linda

Permalink Reply by BLUEBELL on June 12, 2017 at 10:45am

It is okay Jo B. My brain is messed up too. My focus is off. My short term memory is only a nano second long. It makes it hard to function like I want to, but this is only a short blip in the span of my life. I am dealing with a lot of stuff right now so it seems only natural to me that I am being effected adversely. I am hanging on to the thought that I will deal with this "stuff" and become a better and stronger person for having gone through it.

Bluebell

Permalink Reply by Linda Engberg on June 12, 2017 at 2:19pm

I thought I would become a stronger woman since losing my Husband 4years years ago to the rotten disease cancer. In a sense I don't take any crap that people give me, but I am NOTHING without him.

Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on June 14, 2017 at 5:19pm

yep no fealin im so mad it wolrd i am mad it me mad me for bean nt bean strnog im dranid im fed up

i feal lk god realy h a t e s me i do

                         ___________

i feal lk god haz a nasty plab fi for me 2 mak me suffr i do

im so mest up

RSS

Groups

Latest Activity

Profile IconDaisy adams and Wanda joined Online Grief Support - A Social Community
yesterday
Wanda posted a status
"I lost my husband overnight that it happened so fast that I still can’t accept that he’s gone."
yesterday
0 Comments
david karpe posted a status
"I'm wondering if Myrna is well. Happy new year to Myrna and everybody."
Jan 15
0 Comments
david karpe is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Jan 15
Welcome Them!
Sasha Moshko posted a discussion

My Fathers Loss

Many years ago, I lost my father after his battle with colon cancer that later spread to his bones. The grief stayed with me longer than I expected. Ambrosia Behavioral Health helped me work through that loss, understand my emotions, and find healthier ways to cope and move forward. https://www.ambrosiatc.comSee More
Jan 14
0 Comments
Sasha Moshko left a comment for Sasha Moshko
"Professional help gives you a safe space to talk, understand your emotions, and learn healthy ways to cope. It can make grief feel less overwhelming and easier to manage over time. https://www.ambrosiatc.com"
Jan 14
MELANIE WALENDOWSKY BAKER is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Jan 14
Welcome Them!
Krystal Swinehart joined Jodi Denton's group
Thumbnail

Traumatic loss of an only child

I started this group so that people who have lost their only child or the only child that remained, as in my case, could come together because I believe people that did have a child or children who now have none have special issues.
Jan 12
61 Comments

© 2026   Created by Ninja.   Powered by

Badges  |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service