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Permalink Reply by Stanley Ruiz on October 31, 2014 at 7:04pm

I KNOW GRIEF IS HARD TO FIX ESPECIALLY   IN MY CASE.I WAS SHOT THREE TIMES AND RALPLH WAS SHOT TWO TIMES IN THE HEART AND  HE  DIED NEXT TO ME AND THAT WAS  IN OCTOBER2 2012 .IT STILL HURTS ME AND I STILL CRY AND NOW AUNT FLORENCE IS GONE A FEW WEEKS AGO BUT I HAVE CRIED ENOUGH,I MUST MOVE AHEAD AND YOU MUST MUST AHEAD.WE ARE BOTH IN THE SAME situation  Stan

Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on November 2, 2014 at 4:28pm

i no wt stan we will not be person we wear bfre death of loved 1s we lots stan

tears wnt stop 

its so not fair stan u 2 losss yore ralp thn yore anti flornse on top so not fir its not

Permalink Reply by Stanley Ruiz on November 2, 2014 at 5:26pm

IT IS NOT FAIR.I LOST RALPH AND I CRIED EVERYDAY FOR TWO YEARS AND  AUNT FLORENCE WAS MU COMFORT ZONE AND NOW SHE DIES .I FEEL  ALL ALONE NOW BUT YOU ARE A GOOD FRIEND THANKS STAN

Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on November 3, 2014 at 4:09pm

i nely fogot 2 tell u stan i had a dream i did i saw my dad in a dream i wz getbg on aroplane i wz i saw my dad i did but he lket lk he miss us 2 it flt so real it did

it flt so real it did it wz my dad big man 6ft 2 big buld it wz but it wz him he us 2 say im not gong in thm gte till u r al hear i can blee it wth him stan

Permalink Reply by Stanley Ruiz on November 3, 2014 at 4:54pm

Hello Joe .Today was a hard day .I was thinking of Aunt Florence and I lThink we are all the same .we have good days and bad days. I saw Ralph three times  one time in 2013 and two times in 2014.These were not dreams I actually saw him and went I went close to him he vanished..I also believe in dreams  I dreamt of my mother this year about four times. I think life continues after our bodies die but our spirit and our souls  continue for eternity.I know I will see Ralph again and my grandparents and parents and all the rest of the family and friends.We will all meet again and  we will be our real home in the heavens .Goodnight  Your friend Stan       God bless you

Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on November 4, 2014 at 3:47pm

i get a lot of thm days stan wear its 2 hardd it is 

i did not thng i wud go thru a multin loss 

loss non stop

Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on November 3, 2014 at 4:02pm

thnx stan i did not thng it cud be so hrd grief i did no it isso bad coz it kills me e day sisne 2012 it is i thng it kilss all ov us insde stan

Permalink Reply by Stanley Ruiz on November 4, 2014 at 3:56pm

JOE IT IS NOT EASY FOR ALL OF US .STAB   

Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on November 4, 2014 at 4:02pm

i no its not stan its lk a we r in locket grief we can not get ot of it its lk we r in a prsion grief we can not escap it we can not

Permalink Reply by Stanley Ruiz on November 4, 2014 at 4:14pm

JOE I AGREE WITH YOU BUT I STILL CRY IT IS A PRISION GRIEF  AND WE ALL SUFFER I N THE SAME WAY AND SOMETIMES I CRY ALL DAY  BUT I  HAVE TO BE STRONG AND YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG ..IT IS NOT EASY BUT WE MUST CONTINUE LIVING UNTIL GOD CALLS US HOME Stan

Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on November 4, 2014 at 4:25pm

me 2 stan cry non stop 

i feal lk iv flooded a prsion sell of grief 

i feal lk im locket up in grief

bad men/women it did bad i fral lk thyr smilng or sayng yea we r hr but u cry 2 mush i do

a nbor lst ur wz kile by a hit run driver it kiled him we wud sea him evry dsy 2 say hi 2 or hw r u 

dont no if thy kiled coz he wz disbled or not but person it him wth a car dnt not stop

im plesed i cnt driv or not alowed 2 coz of meicl resons as well coz if id hit any 1 i wud nevr fogv emy slf i wud not i wud tormnt my slf on top i wud of 

Permalink Reply by Stanley Ruiz on November 4, 2014 at 5:42pm

Joe I know it is  hard for you and it is hard for me but we can not change the past .It was meant to be.Ralph was killed and I survived with three shots in my back and my intestines and unconscious  for three days.God makes the rules and we have no choice but to accept them.I cry tonight thinking of Ralph and Aunt Florence. and I pray for you  and all of us.We will all meet again .Stan

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