My mom passed on September sixth 2015 and I don't feel as if I even mourned her because my husband was in the hospital at the same time as my mom was he passed eight days after her on September 14th 2015 so to say the least I was completely devastated and now it's been a year and I still don't feel as if I mourned her at all and I feel very guilty about that and I don't know why I can't seem to do that I have lost many other members of my family since they have passed almost immediately right after they did and I feel as if I mourned those family members but when it comes to my mom I feel like the worst person in the world because she's my mom and I feel just empty I haven't even cried over her and I don't know why what's wrong with me