Thanks for reaching out Brenda.

Is the photo in your profile your dad ?

http://www.onlinegriefsupport.com/profile/BrendaAnn

Sorry to hear that you Lost him as well. I'm doing 'better', however I still FeeL Very uPseT sometimes, as I also Lost "me second mum", Dorothy, who 'adopted' me and passed away 8 months later on what would have been my parent's 54th 'anniversary'. My 'Mother' hung up on me last week after I 'reminded' her that she owes me and my Belated Dad, MANY Apologies for her DENIED oFf/oN Cruel Sarcastic TOUGH 'love' 'comments', PuT DoWnS and "SHOULD's", however she is STUBBORN and cold. Fortunately, she has a Good Heart Deep Down and 'gives' food to 'cover up' her GUILT, Anger & Rage at her own DENIED Alcoholic 'Father' who Died on the same date I was born only 7 years before when she was only 14, so I'm TRYING to 'understand, accept' and forgive her and my 'sister', who is equally full of MiXeD 'messages', as she did the 'best' she could with what she was 'given' in her 'life'. My 'brother' who is WORSE than both of them, is NO longer my 'brother'. I Hope I can Receive GOD'S HELP to LET GO of 'needing' them to be 'nice' and APOLOGIZE for their INsensitivities, however that's 'asking' for MORE than a 'simple' Miracle * (