Last night I was so caught up on my feelings .. And I wrote everything I could .. It was one of those days that I felt a lot of pain .. That I forgot to say that you will have better days .. You star getting used to your new life without your loved one .. Is hard but you can do it !! Ask god for guidance .. He's listening to you .. Hes right there by you every time you cry .. Give him all your pain .. I can honestly say if it wasn't for god I don't know where I'll be .. Trust in god.. N no matter what never lose your faith !!