So tomorrow marks 5 months since my mom has been gone, and its been 7 months since my dad passed. I just feel so alone and even after all this time I just cant come to acceptance with their deaths. I dont even enjoy life anymore and at a time where I need people the most I have no one there for me. No one to talk to, no one to have a shoulder to cry on, I just feel so alone. I still cry everyday for them and tho I try to be strong it just doesnt work out that way. I am a young mother of 2 kids and I feel if I didnt have my kids I would of already killed myself. Why did this have to happen to me? Its bad enough to lose 1 parent, especially at the age of 25, but to lose both parents in 2 months time it just kills me. Im starting to think I will never get better. I just want them back!