I lost my grandfather on March 30th 2011.

i feel that i dont know how to cope with it. people say it gets eaiser as times go on. but i see it as getting harder as time goes on. i really dont know how to grief because i haven expericenced a death on my biological side of the family.

i feel like nobody understands what its doing on my side because i'm the only one who is adopted in my mom's side and my biological side.

i know people greif differently but i wish they would try to understand my sistuation...

i feel like i'm griefing alone. when i know that's not the case