Lost my grandma..was hoping my sister and I could get over our diffrences for the funeral instead she told me to leave my grandmas home and I missed the funeral I feel no closure at all..fight was over she tries to be more like my mom since my mom passed she told me I couldnt have my parents stuff till I showed her proof I was in a stable relationship yet shes 38 with a 20 year old yet she always downs me nothing I do is right..paid my house off she hates my neighbor hood paid my cars off there not brand new I work 100 hours a week not good enough college done that to..then everyday its like how much she misses my grandma yet none of us are grieving right??..my grandma left me farm land and enough to build on it..my sis says I have to allow who my grandma chose to farm my land its like my opnions dont matter..im so lost and confused right now..I went to va and met my x there the guy on deed of my house and had the best four days of my life yet I knew that would end..I run from relationships wish someone would tell me why cause I dont get it