I have recently lost my 24 year old cousin due to a car accident and I am constantly struggling. On April 27th, 2018, I received a phone call from my mother to tell me that my cousin was rear ended by a full size truck at full speed and she had fractured the base of her skull. She was my cousin that I had grown up with. She had defeated cancer at the age of 18 months old. She had lost her mother at the age of 16. I am just having a hard time dealing with everything and why God would put someone through all this.