Don't grieve alone; 14,000 members and growing
This whole month has been difficult for me being that it is the one year mark on the 31st. I just don't care about anything. (tears) Just last month I was motivated to return to school and today I don't care. He was my best friend, my lover, my husband my soul mate. I will always love him. I've never loved or been loved that way before. I miss him so much it hurts my heart. My heart is broken into a million pieces. It is still so hard to believe that he is gone.
I've been having flashbacks of the night that I was told and I am having flashbacks of the viewing. It doesn't seem real. I am strong, I can do this and get through this month but I am so tired of crying.. I feel this huge empty void within me. How am I going to live without him? I must find something to live for. I have my education but even that I don't care about right now.
This is just a wave I guess. Thank you all for listening.
Views: 100
I understand exactly how you feel because I feel the same way. I cried ALL day today. I don't know how to go on either. I still want him to walk in the door and give me a hug like he used to when he got home from work. I have to make it through another month and my dad will be here to live with me. If you would like to talk with me email me at ann_etted@yahoo.com and I will send you my number. It sounds like we are going through the same grief stuff and I think it will help us both to be able to talk with someone and cry on each other's shoulder.
17 members
72 members
452 members
388 members
11 members
15 members
13 members
14 members
3 members
11 members
19 members
633 members
9 members
5 members
140 members
© 2026 Created by Ninja.
Powered by
