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This whole month has been difficult for me being that it is the one year mark on the 31st. I just don't care about anything. (tears) Just last month I was motivated to return to school and today I don't care. He was my best friend, my lover, my husband my soul mate. I will always love him. I've never loved or been loved that way before. I miss him so much it hurts my heart. My heart is broken into a million pieces. It is still so hard to believe that he is gone.
I've been having flashbacks of the night that I was told and I am having flashbacks of the viewing. It doesn't seem real. I am strong, I can do this and get through this month but I am so tired of crying.. I feel this huge empty void within me. How am I going to live without him? I must find something to live for. I have my education but even that I don't care about right now.
This is just a wave I guess. Thank you all for listening.
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Permalink Reply by Annette Dominguez on
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I understand exactly how you feel because I feel the same way. I cried ALL day today. I don't know how to go on either. I still want him to walk in the door and give me a hug like he used to when he got home from work. I have to make it through another month and my dad will be here to live with me. If you would like to talk with me email me at ann_etted@yahoo.com and I will send you my number. It sounds like we are going through the same grief stuff and I think it will help us both to be able to talk with someone and cry on each other's shoulder.
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Permalink Reply by Deborah Dodds on
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I tied to e-mail you and I don't know what happened or if it went through. you can e-mail me at deborahdodds@verizon.net I would love to talk.
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"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful.
Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful.
Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful.
Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful.
Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
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