Its been almost two years since i lost both my mom and my dad in a motorcycle accident.  I am 17 years old now.  I dont even know why i am posting this.  i guess its because people understand better here.  I am thankful for the many friends i have who are willing to listen, but i feel so distant from them because they cant understand my situation.  its been so hard and its only getting harder.  I will always remember the day of the accident, when my 12 year old brother said to me me "Why did Mom and Dad die?  They never even got to come to my track meets."  I grieve for myself, and i grieve for my two brothers.  like i said, i dont know why I am posting this, but people here understand, unlike my close friends.  i can talk freely here, and no body will talk about my constant whining about beeing an orphan.