and this really bothers me. I also know which rooms are used to set up funeral arrangements and which rooms are used for visitations ( viewing of the body) i even know where all the bathrooms are -
this is what i was thinking last friday at my Dad's funeral that i was way too familiar with this funeral home  -
 i had actually been there twice before - both of my brothers died in 2008..
And then the thought continues -  i know way too much about hospice and the death and dying process. And all this makes me want to scream - sometimes i do scream driving down the highway when no one can hear except the tires.