HOW CAN I BEGIN to Find 'Forgiveness' towards my INsensitive CONTROLLING 'brother' ?

 

Dear GOD Please Help my '$uce$$ful' MuDdLeD kLa$s' TAX Auditor/ AiR CaNaDa Co Pilot of a CaPrIcKorn RaT of a 'brother' Le$$eN his FEAR Ba$eD SeLf cEnTrEd Manipulations, Open his Heart and HELP me Forgive him for being SO COLDLY CONTROLLING ...& JUDGEMENTAL in his AMATEUR 'pSyChIaTrIc' 'aSsEsSmEnTs of our 'Mother' and me, who are 'simply' 'ToO (?) SENSITIVE where Most are COMPLETELY INsensitive and can'T even spell let alone 'think' of 'having' a FEELING let alone 'eXpReSsInG' a GOOD One * O AND PLEASE REMOVE MY 'need' to 'get 'eVeN' by TyPiNg this ouT of my HuRt & ANGER having SEEN Our Father Edward V. Burchat SUFFER A HORRIBLE DEATH from CANCER February 23, 2010 when my 'brother' was on and off his cel phone CONTROLLING EVERYTHING he could as the Money 'MANAGER' of our Father's $40,000 'estate' he's Still TRYING TO TAKE CONTROL and 'convince' our 'Mother' to MOVE iNTo an apartment so he can TAKE OVER the $78,000 house Our Father WORKED HARD at Buildiing over 30 YEARS so he can RENT Mortgage it to his Stay at home 29 year old son, while he 'ArRaNgEs' his 'Marriage' and 'DECIDES' HOW MANY Children his yet UNknown Wife and he WILL HAVE..as he's The Bo$$' of NOTHING, but his own Stay at home AdDiCtEd to SMOKING & PiLL pOpPiNg NeRvE wRaCkEd ANGRY 'wife' he 'lives' 'with' in SEPARATE Bedrooms so he doesn'T have to PAY A PENNY for a 'divorce' he WILL NEVER 'let' her 'have'.

 

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Permalink Reply by Lisa S. on February 10, 2012 at 9:51pm

yeah,i kno dealing with the ~vultures~ after a death.and the heartless no conciecs having bastards that dont care.I just cut them out/try not to think of them,as the bad ones flourish and the kindhearted suffer.I think the best is to feel nothing for them.not love/hate/or forgiveness.i just treat them as though they are dead too.but i kno.HOW INFURIATING!(and i like the way u write)verry expressive.hang in there.

Permalink Reply by John B on February 13, 2012 at 4:10am

ThAnKu LiSa I aPpReCiAtE your STRENGTH and send you "LiKwId sUNshine" to SmOOtH ouT the RoUgH eDgEs. I'm Sorry to Read about Your Losses. I'm FINALLY LETTING GO of 'needing' those I once 'thought/FeLt' were 'family' to call, as I'm BeYoNd FEELING aNyThInG for them and Putting the FoCuS oN Myself and Having Healthier BoUnDaRiEs, Realizing I DON'T 'need' ANY of them, as my 'brother' and 'sister' are as SeLf cEnTrEd in their FEAR BASED CONTROLLING GREED as our 'mother' and her 'family' ARE..so WHO fRiCkIN' 'needs' Their JUDGEMENTAL 'concerned' POISON...? NO MORE cRaP ! YAY..I'm FINALLY FEELIN' 'free' of their dIsEa$e$. iF my 'sister' calls me, I'm Going to IGNORE her like she's done to me..and noT 'respond' for 2, 3 or MORE DaYzE..oR YEARS ! my CaPRICKorn RAT of a 'brother' has his KARMA 'living/e$cApInG 'with' his SMOKING 'wife' whom I'm ROOTIN' 4 to TAKE him to the DIVORCE CLEANER$ $OONER THAN LATER ! GO MaD mAx GO ! LoL  

 

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