grieving the loss of my beautiful mom who passed away 2 months ago from brain cancer

I am new to this site and just at a lost so would like some advice on how to get through this alone...my precious mom passed away 2 months ago on may 17, 2010 from glioblastoma multiforme (GBM) brain cancer....she passed away at home.. i cared for her and had to watch her suffer for 5 months with this monster then i saw my poor mom her take her last breath on monday may 17, 2010..she was my best friend..we lived together and i was her full time caregiver..its alwways been me and her..i was so attached to her..i never wanted to get married or have kids because i felt like my purpose in life was to care for her...i miss her so much and now i dont know what to do without her...im alone and i have no support system....i have siblings but they dont come around much they are all married with kids and have their own lives and they didnt help with my mom much eeither when she was sick everythng was on me... and because of my moms sickness i became distant from alot of people....i dont know how to go on without her...i dont want to have to take medication or anything like that to cope with this...cause i dont want to feel like im in a stupor all the time i know thats what those pills do to you...but every day seems to get harder and harder i jsut feel like what kind of life is this...im not happy i have no one....im miserable....i know my siblings have lives of their own and are busy but sometimes i wish they would at least call me or come to see how i am or invite me somewhere..they are just so cold even when my mom was sick they didnt come around much...i did everything..they just dont care...my little 10 year old niece has been comeing over to stay with me some weekends to keep me company..it really helps me alot when shes here but then she leaves and i get sad again...its hard being alone.....

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Irene I am sorry with heart felt sincerity for what you are going through . I sincerely am understanding and have compassion for you. I also had a similar situation with my mother and my father. I too was the person who was helping, doing and being there for them in all ways. I lived it . I know the hurt and lossyou feel. I WOULD LIKE TO BE A FRIEND . You and I have gone through the same thing. I WOULD LIKE TO HELP YOU . I am also still hurting . I miss them too. I would like to hear from you and we can help one another . I hope to hear from you promptly, thanks, I willpray for you, John
Irene , it's hard , your best friend in the world is gone, of course you are lonely and feel alone. I understand as I had a very close relationship with both of my parents. I know how hard it is. But through prayer GOD will strengthen you day by day. IT WILL TAKE A LONG TIME. It is not the way most people say. , John

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