This will be the first Christmas without my husband whom passed away in March.Included my 37th birthday on the 5th.I know he will be there in spirit for my kids and I.My husband loved my kids although he was not their bio dad.My kids whom are 20,18 and 16 are doing good moving on and said he was a great step dad.I know they are up to something making something for me and said I have to wait on Christmas day.I noticed an empty Busch beer can missing including some Busch beer bottle caps missing.My husband loved Busch beer and I always had a couple with him.My husband never made fun of me too,seen my right hand and kindly asked about it when we first dated.Told him I was born with 2 fingers and a thumb on my right hand and understood why after that.He was amazed I held on to a beer bottle and can without dropping them with my right hand.