I can't  believe  the  beautiful  woman  who blessed our lives, who brought  smiles, wisdom and joy into my life is gone  forever. I can't  cope with  losing  my beloved mother .  She was my best friend , pillar  and the Matriarch  of the  family .  The images of her suffering  such  a horrible  death  haunt me daily .  How  could  God  do such  a horrible  thing to my poor  sweet  kind mother. Mom entered the hospital  recently  for pneumonia  that turned  into a  mersa infection  then ards and chf. Despite  all the drugs and invasive  procedures  she battled on for a month then after oral bleeding  from the ventilator  breathing  tube we made the difficult  decision  of having  her tracheaotomy  n stomach  food  tube. She only  last 5 more  days  with  us after this surgery  and it was sheer torture  for her, constantly  on sedation  and pain medication ,  We never  saw her beautiful  eyes open in last  2 days

  of her life. August  6, 2015 my beloved  mom passed  away at 89. I miss  you  mama.