Im so confused and broken about losing my dad a couple weeks ago. I feel like Im never really going to get better from this. I miss him so much, and I try to put on the mask @ work and when I`m around other people (and they believe it), but the pain is so strong inside. I just want to be able to speak to him again.. tell him I love him...I want him to walk me down the aisle in 2 months...I want him to be there when I have kids...I want to be able to take care of him as an old man....but I wont be able to do any of that...He died too young. He had so much more life to live. He was a pretty happy man...he wasn't suffering or in pain...he didn't have cancer or a life threatening illness...so why was he taken from us?...why am I left without my daddy 2 months before my wedding...I`m only 26...this isnt fair.

I just want my dad back.