Bottomless Pit of Rage

My dad hasnit yet passed but it could be any time now. He has as renal failure and it was so unnecessary. It wasa perfect storm of a missed diagnosis and the use of contrast dye when he went to the ER. I am so angry when I see my vibrant health father lying comatose on the verge of death. I hate the doctors that did this to him. I'm not sure I believe in God but if he exists he in one sorry excuse for a deity. No solace or comfort on that end. I never knew grief would be like this - a smoldering pile of rage.

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Permalink Reply by Paula Marie on March 13, 2016 at 7:10pm

I know how you feel. I lost several dear ones due to medical oversights and/or errors. I know doctors are only human, so I blame it on fate and the cruel nature of existence. 

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