My dad hasnit yet passed but it could be any time now. He has as renal failure and it was so unnecessary. It wasa perfect storm of a missed diagnosis and the use of contrast dye when he went to the ER. I am so angry when I see my vibrant health father lying comatose on the verge of death. I hate the doctors that did this to him. I'm not sure I believe in God but if he exists he in one sorry excuse for a deity. No solace or comfort on that end. I never knew grief would be like this - a smoldering pile of rage.