My Daughter died July 31,2009 she was only 12yrs old..She was spending the summer with my parents, she loved to be around her grand-parents and they loved her too. I had talked to her she always told me that she Loved Me! In her words" I love You Mommy"! Her eyes would make my soul melt I miss her so much! My parents lived on a VERY BUSY HIGHWAY my daughter was constantly in the cemetary directly across from my parents home! I HATE that she was ever rode her bike across that highway! She was almost hit while going to the cemetary but she was struck by a truck on her way back I was suppose to pick my kids up for the weekend but my car was over-heating I was stranded on the side of the road and I couldnt get to her! The phone rang it was my mother telling me my daughter had been hit by a truck I kept screaming is she ok is she breathing is she moving my mom kept sayin NO! I hung up to call her dad and tell him to get to OUR BABY! And explained everything he met the ambulance at the hospital while I kept calling family members near me to take me to my DAUGHTER! which all my calls were unanswered! Finally I called a good friend of mine she dropped what she was doing to come take me to the hospital! Even then I was too late halfway there I called her dad again and he said these words WE LOST HER!  I could feel my heart beating in my ears my heart skipped more than one beat...Just like that my only daughter at the time was gone never to return! All I can think is WHY WAS I NOT THERE! I FEEL LIKE A HORRIBLE MOTHER..no matter what others say to me I find no comfort in it Im very bitter these days and i have little FAITH the world is a cruel place I miss my Angel..SHE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE HERE!  Weird thing is my youngest son 8yrs old and my neice 6yrs old both wanted to go with her but she made them stay behind..She saved their lives! Truly an Angel On Earth now resting in Gods Arms In Heaven!