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My husband passed away on December 3, 2010 while waiting for a heart transplant. He had undergone 3 major surgeries in the past two years. I was in a state of shock for the first week and now every day seems to be getting worse. Yesterday I picked up his ashes. Today I donated all of his clothing after family members took some of his nicer things. My hands are shaking as I'm trying to type. I can't sleep, I can't eat. I know I have to go through this in order to heal (I equate this to a junkie in drug withdrawal). None of my friends have lost their spouses so they really don't know how I feel. I know I have to take one breath and one day at a time. It's just so hard. I walked into my son's house yesterday and my little three year old grandson said, "Grandma where's Pop Pop?" My heart is breaking.
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Patricia, I'm very sorry for your loss. It is hard at any time, but I'm sure it feels even harder at this time of year. Don't be surprised at the emotions you are going through. They are normal. You learn to accept them as part of your new way of living. We are all in this and learning a new way to live. I pray you will find some comfort in good memories. Blessings & hugs, Ann
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