I havent been coming here very often as of late.

I've been immersing myself in my online game that I've played for years more and more ..especially now since an expansion just came out. It's easier not to think about anything in real life when theres many things to focus on there.

It makes me feel numb. I like numb.

I still think of my father every day it seems, he passes thru my thoughts, but I havent cried in a week or so. 

Today I decided to come here..for what reason I'm not sure...and right here on my page is a picture of me and him...well here starts the crying.

*Sigh*

Back to the game...

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Comment by Kathryn Eldridge on September 27, 2012 at 6:16pm

I underdstand not wanting to feel the pain. Everyone greives differently but in order to heal you need to allow yourself to feel the pain. I am sorry that it's hard. I know it is. If you need someone to talk to or to just be listened to I will be there. Hugs, Kathy.

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