Notes I have written my mom since she passed on 04/7/11

I honestly can't believe your gone..I have missed you long before you left us this morning. I'm so glad your not in pain anymore. But it doesn't excuse the fact I wish you were still with us. It's unfair how you were taken from us so soon. I love and I will miss you forever♥ April 7th 7:58 pm

 

Heard your voice today..it was hard but the most beautiful thing I have ever heard. I miss your voice..your laugh...your smile...your hugs..your kisses...Most of I all I miss you ♥ April 9th 4:58 pm

 

Hi Mom, I miss you...I miss you most when I'm alone..I'll think about you and smile then I remember your gone and your not coming back it makes me sad. I wish you were still here I miss you so much, but I know that's not possible. I don't understand you of all people why did you have to be the one to get sick and leave.
I love you..I will always love you..you hold a very special place in my heart..you didn't go alone you took a piece of me with you. I will count the days till I get to see you again. I love you so much mommy ♥April 19th 3:42 am

 

Today would have been your 54th Birthday..I love you mom ♥ April 30th 12:14 am

 

A day doesn't go by that I don't miss you..A day doesn't go by that I don't shed a tear for you. I wish you were still here ♥ May 5th 10:46 pm

 

Happy Mother's Day Mom, I love you so Much...and miss you more then you will ever know ♥ May 8th 12:14 am

 

I really really miss you why arent you here when I need you..my life sucks without you! May 10th 12:58 am

 

Hi mom,
2 months ago today you left us..it's really hard to think that your gone. I miss you so much it hurts. I can finally think about funny things you used to do and smile. before I start crying now so that is improvement. It really makes me sad you won't be able to see your grandchildren grow up. But also happy knowing they have someone looking out for them. I wish you were here with us still. But so so glad your not in pain anymore..Because it nearly killed me having to watch you suffer.
I love you mom ♥ June 7th 9:26 am

 

4 months..it's not that long really.. But it seems like forever that I've gotten to look upon your face. Hear you laugh..see you smile. I really miss you ♥ August 7th 12:56 pm

 

All these new things going on in my life makes me miss you more mom.. you taught me so much more then I ever realized. You always looked for the good in people. you never judged..always helping other's..you were always forgiving. you helped me be a better person. I miss you ♥ August 16th 9:23 pm

 

I miss you mom, but you prob already know that. I've been going through boxes I had in storage and found so many pictures of you, Makes me glad you liked those throw away cameras so much, and we used to get doubles and take turns paying for them and always giving the other set to each other. Makes me wonder where all yours are at. Every time I run across something you bought or giving me through the yrs it's so hard. But I try not to be sad but happy I saved all these thing's. I ran across so many thing's you bought the kids. I talk about you everyday with them they all miss you ♥ I love you! August 28th 11:24 am
I miss you... I still cry every day. I think of you often. I try not to be sad cause I know you wouldn't want me to be but it's so hard. I know it's not going to get easier. I'm going to keep missing you. I think people just get used to missing people they love. I hope I get used to it soon. It's so hard missing you. forever your loving daughter ♥ October 2 1:05 am

 

6 months ago...I miss you so much mom! I love you..I miss you everyday. I think reality has set in. I know your gone. It hurts so much. I wish you were still here ♥ October 7th 12:08 am

 

I miss you soooooo much! I would gladly give up chocolate forever to have you back :) ♥ ♥  October 14th 8:37 pm

 

I miss you so much mom..I think of you everyday.. your grand babies miss you we talk about you often !! Matthew always asked where grannie is? but he answers his self now..He says your in perfect heaven or beautiful heaven it's so sweet! The only one I'm afraid that might not remember you is Nathan..But I show him your pictures, but he was so young. He's so cute he looks just like me when I was little. I love you! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ November 1st 1:21 pm

 

I miss you mom ♥ ♥ November 4th 12:56 am

 

7 months have gone by..the pain has not eased for me...I miss you so much. November 7th 8:50 pm


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