In my young life, I've been through a lot, possibly more than the average teen. I dealt with my father's on going alchoholism and newly developed drug addition until recently when my mom decided to divorce him and took me with her, I lost my boyfriend to a horse related accident 3 years ago and I lost a close friend to leukaemia not even a year after my boyfriend's death. All this sounds like it would hurt me, like I'd be totally mentally messed up, but that's not the truth. A book I'm reading… Continue

I don't want to sound like a baby, but I miss my boyfriend so much. I'm to the point where keeping myself busy isn't really working. He's always on my mind now. I also lost a close friend to leukemia less than a year after my boyfriend died. I think about him too. Recently I've been thinking about both of them and I wonder why I lost them both in a short amount of time. I feel so alone sometimes. I have this feeling like it should've been me. I miss them both dearly and I wish they were…

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I tried this meditation to meet with my deceased loved one and it really worked. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6diOcY65xGI

Ever since my boyfriend died, I've been seeing him. It makes it so much harder to move on. I've had things move in my house, I've smelled his colone. I could swear I hear him call for me and feel him around me. I see him sometimes too. Is he trying to tell me something, is he stuck?.

Thank you so much for your support. I was a little apprehensive about this site because I dealt with my loss on my own. I never really had anybody to turn to. I see now that people on this site are very supportive and I thank you all for all of your support.

I miss my boyfriend. It's been a little over three years since his accident and it still feels like yesterday. I loved him so much and I know he loved me. It's hard everyday without him. I'm 17 now and I was 14 when I lost him. At that time my parents didn't think I really loved him because I was so young but when he died I totally shut down. I stayed in my room day in and day out, I barely ate, and I didn't really talk to anyone. My parents started to realize that I did truly love him and…

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