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My older brother died on September 14 from kidney failure and an infection that could not be treated.

My sister-in-law called me to tell me he was in the hospital as I was checking my bag to fly from California to Iowa for my daughter's birthday.  That was on September 6th.…

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Added by Jim Eginoire on October 6, 2016 at 8:52pm — No Comments

cry i sea cry in sea cry in sea cry in sea cry in sea

cry i sea

cry in sea

cry in sea…

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Added by dream moon JO B on October 5, 2016 at 5:10pm — No Comments

Almost 4 years

I don't even know where to begin ... Everyone thinks I am so strong and I handle this so well. But when I am alone I am depressed and despondent. My grief overwhelms me. I miss my child so very much. No matter how lucky I feel that I am blessed he left me with a awesome daughter in law and grand daughter. I still feel empty without my son, my baby. I can't seem to bring myself to talk to anyone about how I feel. I feel like if I do I make people uncomfortable. So I bury myself in my grief when… Continue

Added by Katherina Conley on October 4, 2016 at 2:26pm — No Comments

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Added by dream moon JO B on October 4, 2016 at 2:02pm — No Comments

my son,

shawn please come get me, take me from this hell I now live in, this deep dark hole I cant get out of, without you theres nothing left, im so empty, lonely. I need to hold you, I need to hear your voice, I love you always and forever,   mom

Added by kim on October 3, 2016 at 11:18am — No Comments

my hellll

my helll yea i usd be me in 2011 wear did she go

2012 gon off 2 be helll it did

why coz dad had a strokee he did thn getin i him bac wz grt thn wk a bit had 2 be sad coz he had 2 go bac 2 hpstl but died day hrf…

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Added by dream moon JO B on October 1, 2016 at 5:30pm — 1 Comment

Moving On?

I really hate when people say you need to move on.  Really????  Are you kidding me???  How can I ever move on???  You meet that one person in your life who was your twin flame, your love, your life, your soul.  Its only been 3 1/2 months for Gods sake.  Its so hard to deal with this and with people who have never been through it.  They think you can just move on, just like that.  God forbid it ever happens to them, but when it does they will be in for a huge shock.  I will never move on.  I…

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Added by Donna Amendola on October 1, 2016 at 4:22am — 2 Comments

Missing my Dad

I lost my father 10 months ago when I was 21. Losing a parent at this age sucks. I am going through a job search now, and he was always the person who knew a lot about that and could help me. I don't have anyone to go to now and I keep getting rejected from jobs. It makes me feel like I am not good enough or worth it. Sometimes I wish I was dead so I could be with him and not have to worry about trying to be an adult without him. 

Added by Mare on September 27, 2016 at 3:06pm — 1 Comment

run up hill

i wish i cud run up hill wear no 1 can sea me i no its song but i wish i cud run wear no 1 will n me wear i get no slf pity 2 be person i usd 2 be coz of loss i do i wish i cud run up hill i do be me agan persn i wz yrs go if id di mak a deal if god it still be a big prb pron prob coz i thng god must realy hate me i do 

iv had so mush loss so mush bad shit why me i ye;;lllllllllllllllll i do i luv song juts herd it i did its why i did a blog on it i did  but run up hill 2 escap my…

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Added by dream moon JO B on September 25, 2016 at 5:34pm — 1 Comment

sad

  1. I really don't know what I would do without this site, knowing I can come on here and read  other peoples posts and know that I'm not going insane and I am indeed normal is a great help to me, I just cannot relate to people anymore, I have learnt that so called friends do not give a damn about me anymore, and im sick of people asking me "how are you, are you o.k", No I'm not…

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Added by joanne on September 25, 2016 at 3:40pm — 4 Comments

Stuff

Your clothes remain in the wardrobe and in your drawers.  I keep thinking I should do something with them but I just can't bear to.  Some stupid part of me keeps thinking what if you come back.  Stupid I know.  I must be out of my mind.  But I don't want to let go.  I can't.  It hurts too much.

Added by Donna Amendola on September 23, 2016 at 4:53pm — 5 Comments

Small Talk

I work at a building with over a thousand employees, there is a lot of small talk waiting for elevators and walking from the parking structure. This morning an upbeat co-worker got off the phone with his parents and two stepped to catch up with me for small talk the rest of the way to the office. He started his convo with "ah parents" and I froze. I didn't know what to do or say. Long story short it gutted me and was the worst 3 minutes of my life. Immediately followed by the next worse ten…

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Added by Linda Miranda on September 20, 2016 at 11:06am — 2 Comments

COMPUTERS!!

so kinda irritated cause I didn't notice where I was typing this long story from this morning that left me gutted. I put my whole heart into it and went to hit "share" and it's just deleted. Right now I feel like I can't even mourn my parents right. Crazy how quickly sadness can turn to anger. It's my own fault which just makes it worse cause I have nobody to blame. I'll retype the story and see if it helps me. Again. }:/

Added by Linda Miranda on September 20, 2016 at 11:02am — 1 Comment

I WILL prosecute

ATTENTION!!!

Let's be perfectly clear . . . spammers/spellcasters etc.  I will seek you out and prosecute you to the fullest extent of the law . . . so remove yourself now before I find you.  You are preying on people who are grieving.  Where is your heart???????

Added by Diana, Grief Recovery Coach on September 17, 2016 at 7:33am — 9 Comments

god/saton giv a sh@t

ok sorry 2 say it duz god /saton giv a sh@t or f@@@k wot hapns 2 us  i do 

2012 wz bad coz of loss

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lifs seasm 2 be getin so sh@t on me u cud say i feal lk im getin pusnd wors thn peados kilers in  prison u cud say not slf pity 

iv bean hear sisne 2012 evry 1 on bean grt on hear coz ill say thnx 2 evry 1 evn wen i go off on 1 

but i nead 2 vnt loeds of thngs i do 

but i cud tak all day al mth all yr…

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Added by dream moon JO B on September 11, 2016 at 5:00pm — 2 Comments

Reason

Found out why you died finally.  And a reason still doesnt make it any less painful, or make any sense of losing you.  My heart beats, but it is broken.  And will stay that way forever. xx

Added by Donna Amendola on September 10, 2016 at 11:44am — No Comments

Gabe

I am needing and wanting more time alone to meditate and pray to find some kind of relief from the physical pain of feeling like drowning slowly for the last 5 years.  

Added by toni m dicarlo on September 5, 2016 at 7:54pm — No Comments

Gabe

I am needing and wanting more time alone to meditate and pray to find some kind of relief from the physical pain of feeling like drowning slowly for the last 5 years.  

Added by toni m dicarlo on September 5, 2016 at 7:51pm — No Comments

GABE

another school year is starting and when I lost Gabe in 2011 he was 15 so every school year would send me to bed crying for a couple of days. now the dates the cause profund sadness are holidays and his birthday and date of death. In the last 4 my 2 sisters have had 5 babies and love being grandmas. Gabes step dad has 2 daughters that Gabe adored and 1 has just had a baby. Gabes stepdad is over the moon and I am happy and profoundly sad. Gabe was my only child and his dad and I will never be…

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Added by toni m dicarlo on September 5, 2016 at 7:48pm — No Comments

12 weeks yet feels like only yesteray

12 Weeks.. 12. Yet it still feels only yesterday i held my Dads hand and watched him slip away. What i would give to have the time back with him again. 12 will always stick in my memory.. 12 days my beautiful Father fought to stay with us, but he was given 12 weeks not 12 days :c My brother keeps saying 12 days just wasn't long enough. It wasn't. but 12 years wouldn't have been long enough either.

I wont ever forget that feeling the morning he left us.. The feeling that we had all…

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Added by jenna evans on September 5, 2016 at 3:35am — No Comments

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