I lost my husband in a car wreck a couple of months ago and I am still reeling.  We married very young and were married for 23 years.  Through our marriage, we had been told we would never be able to have children, nursed each other through many illnesses and tried to be as supportive of each other as possible.  The minute I laid eyes on him, I knew he was the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.  He was my best friend.  I always imagined us as elderly people, holding hands and…