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Hello everyone. I just lost my dad, not even two weeks ago, and I feel like I can't breathe. He was my favorite person in the world and I sometimes question if I can even function without him. Other…Continue

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Started this discussion. Last reply by Liv Apr 28, 2023.

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Liv replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"Update: I got the tattoo this year. I did it during Friday the 13th for $13 tattoos with about a hundred other college kids. I waited eleven hours in line, pondering what I wanted to get. I had so many beach related, cancer-related, and other…"
Apr 28, 2023
Speed Weasel replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"Liv,   I am so truly sorry that your person has walked the Rainbow Bridge.  I still experience a similar hurt from my situation, 30+ years later, even after finding ‘the next’ person.  I am reaching the point of being…"
Mar 29, 2022
Liv replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"Today is a terrible day. Today marks a year and a half eighteen months seventy-eight weeks five hundred and forty-six days since my dad has passed. It's been even longer than that since I last spoke to him. Even longer since I last saw him in…"
Mar 27, 2022
Liv replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"One week from today, it will have been 18 months since my dad was alive. That statement seems unfathomable, but it's true. Honestly, it feels like an eternity. I am beginning to forget what it felt like to have him in my life, to be around him,…"
Mar 20, 2022
Tracy replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"I’m sorry Liv. I’m sorry your in pain. The love I feel reading your post brought tears. I lost my sister 5 months ago. She was only 54. She was more like a mother to me. I feel exactly the same way. I was able to be with her , I brought…"
Feb 12, 2022
Liv replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"Today I was reminded of a few things. I was reminded that my dad was a great person. The best person I know. He gave money to family and friends in need. He donated cash and meals to people begging on the street. After his last round of radiation,…"
Jan 30, 2022
Liv replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"Hi everyone, I know that I haven't posted in a while. And, maybe you thought that it meant that I was doing well. Well unfortunately, that is not true. Since around the weekend before the one-year anniversary of my father's passing,…"
Oct 12, 2021
Pam replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"Hi Liv, Movies/TV are a trigger for me as well. I was watching a comedy show recently and the comedian was talking about taking their mother off life support and I began to get anxious and realized why. Toward the end of my mom's life I was…"
Jul 24, 2021
Liv replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"Hi everyone, So, I'd like to tell you all a story today. About two years ago, a movie came out in theaters: Escape Room. I, who had recently been enjoying my fair share of scary movies and thrillers, was really looking forward to going to see…"
Jul 21, 2021
Liv replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"Picture your favorite hug in the world. The one that you could stay in forever, and always feel so safe and warm. The one that can hold you and tell you that everything is going to be okay, and you might even get to believe that for a minute. For…"
Jun 24, 2021
Liv replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"Hi everyone, A year ago today was Father's Day. I know that it was technically yesterday, and that yesterday was difficult on it's own too, but I still can't help but to think about my last Father's Day with my dad today…"
Jun 21, 2021
Rosie replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"I'm sorry, Liv. You're right it's not fair. Your dad should be there celebrating with you. I'm sorry he's not. <3"
May 4, 2021
Liv replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"Hello everyone. Today is my dad's birthday. He would be turning sixty-two.  Being in his sixties, and having a teenager is a little uncommon, and with having a stage four cancer on top of that, there was always the semi-unspoken want for…"
May 3, 2021
Liv replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"Hi everyone. I took my last final yesterday. It is officially summer for me. It is also my first summer without my dad. Summer is such a broad term for some people. For most kids, it meant no school, but for me, it meant more fun times with my dad.…"
Apr 21, 2021
dream moon JO B replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"i no for me it fealss so raww new agan iv loss my mom on mon so num a agn "
Apr 7, 2021
bluebird replied to Liv's discussion New to this severity of grief
"I know what you mean ...the bad stuff sucks without our loved ones here to help us through that stuff, but in its own way the good stuff sucks too, because our loved ones aren't here to share those things with us. I don't know whether or…"
Mar 29, 2021

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I am a freshman in college. I have a lifetime to live.
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I lost my dad September 27, 2020. I feel like I can't breathe without him.
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At 7:35pm on January 20, 2021, Tina said…

Hi Liv.  Thank you.  Your comment really helped and I feel like even though the relationships we had were different we had a lot in common.  The person I loved passed away from cancer too and because of Covid we never got to spend anytime together and I really feel like I missed so much because I couldn't be with him.  It is hard to lose someone and each day my emotions seem to be everywhere.  

At 9:10pm on October 9, 2020, Rosie said…

Hi Liv - I joined this forum two years ago after losing my brother to cancer. I haven't visited the site much since, but I randomly got an e-mail notification about your post that brought me here. I am very sorry to hear about your dad. That sounds like a truly painful experience. Please know that you are not alone in your grief, and you're welcome to message me if you ever want to chat. Take care <3

 
 
 

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