We were arguing in the middle of the night. Both drunk. He said he needs to pee. I fell on the bed and fell asleep. I heard the sound of knocking down towel rack. And sound of a people getting into the tub. I thought he’s going there to sleep instead. I fell asleep. I woke up. Found him dead hanging in the shower curtain rods. It’s the day before my birthday.Now that my brain keeps replaying the moment I found him and the imagining how it happened. Did he jump so he went out fast and I didn’t…See More