Wander
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Someone please tell me why...
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... there is any reason whatsoever for me to keep going? Just one will do. I can't take this hell any longer. Not another minute. My husband died 8-- almost 9 months ago. He took everything good and…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by dream moon JO B Dec 25, 2014.

Nothing changes... nothing ever will
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I've been trying to find words to post here, and they just won't come. How many times can one say "My life ended and I want to die"? I'm still here, unfortunately. Still in agony every waking minute.…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by Wander Aug 20, 2014.

I can't do it anymore
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It's been fourteen weeks, five days, since my precious husband left. I know that's a drop in the bucket compared to some, but it's an eternity in hell, as far as I'm concerned. I can't do this any…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by bluebird Jul 24, 2014.

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About Me:
I'm 39, mother of three, a nurse... or I used to be. Now I'm grief incarnate. Pain in human shape.
About my Loss:
My sweet husband, my heart and soul, my everything, passed away very suddenly on 10 April 2014, 3 days after his 40th birthday. I died that day as well, but no one will let me join him.

Until the stars fall, my love... and beyond.

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At 4:06pm on November 10, 2014, dawn larvan said…
Sorry it's heartbreaking. But if we can talk to eachother it helps xxxx
At 4:04pm on November 10, 2014, dawn larvan said…
I feel for you my beautiful husband died suddenly in front of me on holiday 5 months ago we couldn't have children only dogs as babies :) I want to be with him so bad but I cant hurt my family anymore,than they have been. I can't believe this pain just wish it would go away and so many people losing people that they love is hwartbr
At 3:38pm on June 9, 2014, Marcia Boozer said…

I am so so sorry for your loss. Having a spouse leave unexpectedly must be devastating and shocking. I know that you just want to go with him but what about your children? I lost my Mom (only parent I have) three months ago and she meant the world to me. I too, wanted to curl up and scream. I have a husband and two small children to take care of and although my husband took some time off, it was not nearly enough time for me to ever be or act "normal".. I also have to understand and realize ..like I lost a Mom, my kids lost the only living grandmother (my husband's Mom passed away when my oldest was only three and she never met my youngest son) so that keeps me grounded..for now.

 
 
 

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