Hard to believe that it has not even been 5 months yet. I cry every day for you, I miss you so much. On one hand, it feels like just yesterday I hugged you and told you that you were not a burden to us, your children. If only I had know that would be the last time I touched you - I would never have let go. Everyday I cry, every day I replay the call I got that told me you were gone. Every day I remember that last day when you did not want me to leave. It is so hard some days to even put one…