Christine brown
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I am a mum of three and a grandmother of three
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I have just lost my daughter ,she died of a heart attack aged 41and I am
struggling with what has happened

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My Daughters Voice

My Daughter died on the 14/08/2014,on my phone i have an app that records calls ,i have at least 40 recordings of different people on it ,a week after she died , i heard her voice on checking found it to be coming from my phone ,it was playing one of the calls from her ,i had not touched the phone and out of all the calls ,it was her,this happened again on the day of her funeral,again  the recording of her voice went off on my phone and again i had not touched it,i was so spooked i diabled…

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Posted on September 2, 2014 at 6:58am — 1 Comment

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At 1:03am on December 1, 2015, Christine brown said…
I never got to say goodbye ,my daughter she died of a sudden heart attack,seven months later I lost my Mum,the only comfort is they are together ,finding this year harder than last year ,I have sunk into depression and cannot stop crying
At 9:42am on September 5, 2014, Lynn Williams said…

Dear Christine I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved daughter. We can all remember the numbness and shock in those early months. Time stands still in the days after your child's death. It has been a year since I lost my 26 year old daughter in a car accident and in the beginning I never thought I would survive a year.  I started seeing a grief counselor and went to a monthly mother's group for the loss of a child, soon after Kyra died because I needed someone who would listen and understand the devastating pain. Try to let out all the emotions that come. I was afraid at first of my anger and thought I would go crazy. I would drive on a back road pull over and just scream in despair at God and the unfairness of it all. Just take it hour by hour that is all you can do in the beginning and know you are going to pull through in the end.  Just know you are not alone and there are many kind people in your life and here who will support you in anyway we can. Love and hugs to you Lynn  

At 9:29am on September 5, 2014, Michelle H said…
Christine, I am so deeply sorry you have lost your beautiful daughter. Your loss is so new and raw. I lost my son at the same age of 41, also apparently of a heart attack. He was on a cruise so I never got to see him to say goodbye. The reality still hasn't sunk in. Please know that this is a safe and supportive forum where you can express whatever you need to. People here understand and will offer you compassion. I wish none of us ever had to experience this pain.
At 9:27am on September 5, 2014, Christine brown said…
I have three children, two boys and my daughter Lisa, I am struggling with the loss, trying to get through each day and each day trying to put a brave face on and I am breaking up inside
At 8:05am on September 5, 2014, kim said…

hi Christine, I to lost my son at  almost 41, in nov of the same thing. im  in unbearable pain to, hes my only child. I was with him when it happened, I died that day to. today it is 10 months, I cry every day and night.  I  pray every night to go with him.  his name is shawn, hes the love of my life and without him I have nothing,  I know your pain, and I know every one in here  will always be here for you.  hugs   kim

At 5:42pm on September 2, 2014, Connie K said…

Christine, I am so sorry for your loss. I think there's no doubt your daughter wants you to know she's still with you. I bet that was very disconcerting though! love and hugs to you

At 9:39am on September 2, 2014, dawn larvan said…
Hi Christine I feel for you and am at a loss as what to say even though I'm going through it myself because there's nothing you can say that will make it better.the sudden shock of it and your daughters age so young.my only consolation is that my husband died without pain in front of me and that he wasn't driving in the blink of an eye my whole world changed he was only 50 fit to the extreme no warning signs.Ihope you have you're family yo help you but like me at the end of the day you feel so alone,they,say time helps but it's too soon so I'm going for counselling it can only help bless you Christine and talk about her all the time
 
 
 

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