Dear Christine I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved daughter. We can all remember the numbness and shock in those early months. Time stands still in the days after your child's death. It has been a year since I lost my 26 year old daughter in a car accident and in the beginning I never thought I would survive a year.  I started seeing a grief counselor and went to a monthly mother's group for the loss of a child, soon after Kyra died because I needed someone who would listen and understand the devastating pain. Try to let out all the emotions that come. I was afraid at first of my anger and thought I would go crazy. I would drive on a back road pull over and just scream in despair at God and the unfairness of it all. Just take it hour by hour that is all you can do in the beginning and know you are going to pull through in the end.  Just know you are not alone and there are many kind people in your life and here who will support you in anyway we can. Love and hugs to you Lynn  

hi Christine, I to lost my son at  almost 41, in nov of the same thing. im  in unbearable pain to, hes my only child. I was with him when it happened, I died that day to. today it is 10 months, I cry every day and night.  I  pray every night to go with him.  his name is shawn, hes the love of my life and without him I have nothing,  I know your pain, and I know every one in here  will always be here for you.  hugs   kim

Christine, I am so sorry for your loss. I think there's no doubt your daughter wants you to know she's still with you. I bet that was very disconcerting though! love and hugs to you