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Comment by lost on April 17, 2015 at 10:10pm

When I first joined this group I thought no one could feel as bad as me. I was so wrong. I see my feelings in everyone's words. You all say how I feel. So sad we all are. We all lost so much.
I don't know how I can go on. How it I will ever feel like a person again. I feel so utterly empty. I don't think anyone understands but ya'll. I have 4 brothers and 2 sisters. They offer their love and want to help me. But no one knows how....they keep asking how they can help. But, no one can help me. None of them have lost their spouses so they can't understand. No one but ya'll can understand.

Comment by Dianne M. on April 17, 2015 at 9:17pm

gosh I see so much of what i am going through from all of you...So I am NOT crazy. this is what grief looks like....

We can hold on to each other and survive....hang on we are all here for the same reason.

Comment by lost on April 17, 2015 at 9:14pm

I hate this. I hate being so depressed. I hate being without him. I hate. I hate. I hate. Loneliness is so absorbing. It sucks the life out of you. I don't know who I am. I'm so confused about my existence.

Comment by Dianne M. on April 17, 2015 at 9:08pm

Guess I am fortunate that his family is not local....so I just sit here on a Friday night when we would have been at the dance studio where we took lessons dancing and having so much fun....damn it anyway..and so I sit here in the rotten sinking ship

Comment by George H on April 17, 2015 at 8:46pm

John I seem to be going through that same thing with so.e of Mary's family they seem to think I can flip a switch and make the pain stop I'm just staying away from them before things are said that I won't want to take back

Comment by George H on April 17, 2015 at 8:12pm

Dianne I was Mary's caregiver 24/7 I CAN'T leave the house at all now because I can't get my mind to believe she gone tried to go to a grief group yesterday but couldn't stay I just had to get home but the loneliness sets in a I just sink deeper in to this black hole

Comment by Dianne M. on April 17, 2015 at 7:59pm

George lost Don 2/23/15 I had his family for 1 week and his sister stayed with me for a second week. Been alone since...very hard for me . Had not been alone for 20 years...I so hate this..

Comment by Sandy Elaine Norris on April 17, 2015 at 7:56pm

Thank you all for being here for me. Losing my daddy just 3 months after losing Mark is almost more than I can bare. I am thankful for each and every one of you.

Comment by George H on April 17, 2015 at 7:10pm

Lost Mary passed 2/24/15 I was alone in the house from the first night so I got her blanket and pillow and hung on to them all night it's been 7 weeks 3 days and I still do it

Comment by Trina Mamoon on April 17, 2015 at 5:47pm

Dear lost,

After Joseph passed, I had different family members come stay with me and I was with someone for almost about a month. The first night in the house alone after all the relatives left was terrible, so I understand the emotions and feelings you are facing right now. All I can say is I am very sorry and wish could do something for you to lessen your agony. You are in my thoughts and prayers today.

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