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Comment by Terri Shedd Ramsour on August 18, 2013 at 1:47pm

My grandma was also my best friend and i miss her everyday.

Comment by Carmen on May 21, 2013 at 9:08am

Woke up this morning and missing grandma .the hurt this morning is like the day i lost her.....not sure why today it is so hard..I have moved farther away from her grave and i havent been there,cant bare to see the dates on her name on that stone..makes it sooooo final and i cant bare the thought of her not being a phone call or a road trip to see her.she was my safe place,my protector and  i feel so lost wondering around in the world lost not know who i am or even where i belong anymore . I love you Grandma ..I know just a heartbeat/breath away from you :(

Comment by Ashley Nichole Lester on May 4, 2013 at 8:53pm

I just lost my Mimi on March 15, 2013. She was like my mother. She raised me. I was closer to her than anyone else in my family. I feel so empty and alone.

Comment by Adriene M. Peruzzi on March 20, 2012 at 10:26pm

8 mos. Since I lost my dear grandma. I miss her more and more each day. There are times when I just want to pick up the phone and call her and I know I can't. Its so hard to find another female that I can trust with all the stuff that I talked to my grandma about. I talked to her about the up most personal thing from sexual feelings to just shooting the breeze with her to chat. I could tease her and she would know that I was just joking. or I could tell her that I am having personal problems say exactly what my feelings are and she would be there and say some calming words. I miss Grandma so very much. I reciently went into a relapse with my mental condition and I know Grandma would be a great support and now that she is gone it feels that much harder and the loss is more dominate. asking for positive support as I deal with my emotional problems and issues. Hugs to all

Comment by Carmen on February 28, 2012 at 3:07pm

another birthday is going by and your not here..I miss you and love you....Happy birthday grandma ..heaven is so lucky to have you ..so much has happened since you left us ..so wish you were here so I could talk to you.so lonely without you.

Comment by Carmen on October 27, 2011 at 8:01pm

Lacie if your still on..go to chat and i will talk to you there

 

Comment by Lacie Carroll on October 27, 2011 at 7:33pm

On our one year anniversary we watched our wedding video and it was more difficult than any other thing i've been through, just to see her there, happy, smiling and dancing with me just like i'd talked about for years with her.  I've been seeing a grief councellor but i just am not getting the results i'd hoped for.  I'm sad, maybe even depressed i'm not sure cuz i refuse to admit this to any dr.  I just don't know how to get on with my life, she is in mydreams, my thoughts, and i swear some days she is looking over my shoulder.  I am in the health care field and understand the anatomy and physiology about the cancer she had and how it all works.  I was almost educating her as it happened.  She did not take my advise about the chemo or radiation and for that i'm upset but it was her lifet o live and that is how she chose to do it.  But seeing her so helpless, unable to talk, unable to be cognitive broke my heart, that is so out of character for her and for that i'm very angry with god for taking that away from me before taking her.  I only hope that she is proud of me.  I can't even talk to my husband anymore about this because he has nothing more to say to me about it, as he has never experienced death in that capasity yet.  I am lost and have to stop myself from calling her....and to be perfectly honest sometimes i just dial the number in hope to hear her voice but the number is disconnected, i fear for the next person that gets that number.  I just wish i could have had more time with her and one last good conversation about her expectations for my life and her most proud moments, but since she was not a sentimental person these conversations were few and far between.  I love her and miss her and will do both of these things till the day i die.

Comment by Lacie Carroll on October 27, 2011 at 7:16pm

Wow it's unreal how i can relate to all of the comments already posted.  I lost my Baba to cancer on Feb 27, 2011 and i've been crying everyday since then.  She had a huge role in my life, and my wedding was her last family gathering before her passing.  So unfortuneately the pictures taken were used for the memorial and obituary.  I'm happy to have had her there but this almost taints the memories of that day now. 

Comment by Adriene M. Peruzzi on July 31, 2011 at 2:21am

I just lost my grandma June20, 2011. My grandma and I were very close . she helped raise me so she was more like a mother than a grandma. She is the only blood relative that attended my wedding. I feel so lost without her. she supported me through the good and bad times. My world has turned upside down since loosing her in June of this year. some days I want to ask the Lord why did you have to take her now? well, I knew it was comming sooner or later. but it hurts so much when you are so close to someone. She knew all my secrets and hopes and dreams. May she rest in peace. I miss her dearly. Hugs to My Grandma that I love so so much.

Comment by Carmen on May 31, 2011 at 2:46am

Another memorial day has gone by and i didnt get to the grave(almost 5 hours away) I HATE that i didnt get to grandma and my dad's and lil brothers grave .I miss her just as much as i ever have..got a DVD yesterday of my dad and Grandma was on it talking and smiling so happy.TORE my heart out seeing her and wanting so badly to call her up and hear her voice...I love you Grandma and miss you more and more everyday.You would be so proud of your great grand kids.Jason is working so hard in the US ARMY to make you proud! watch over him because i do not get to see him much and Kaitlin just got done with her first year of college, Ethan will be in the 10th grade next year( they grow up so fast) and Marita is doing her best to remind Shelby of you......NOTHING is right without you here!

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