Comment

Comment by Eve Gerlando on July 8, 2010 at 3:02pm

I am Laura Marshall's older sister and I am the one who took care of our mom. She was my rock, my lifeline and now she is gone due to the incompetency of her primary care dr. I just received all of our mom's medical records and this dr didn't do her job and has cost us to lose our mom. She was my best friend. I dedicated my entire life to taking care of her and I feel like I failed her. Every thought I consume is of her. I can't even explain how much I miss her. The tears flow continuously and I can't apologize enough to my sisters. My mom was a strong Italian woman who no one told her what to do. Finally, 3 weeks ago I was able to convince her to go to my dr. who took the time and within one business day was able to diagnose her but it was too late. I don't know how I am going to go on without her. I am also disabled and can't work but I swear I am dedicating the rest of my life to make sure no one else has to go through this. This morning I heard my mom call my name and I sat straight up only to cry more because she is not here. I miss and love you mom!!!

Comment by Dana LaPaglia on July 7, 2010 at 11:56pm

Laura I wish I had the words to help you! but I dont my Mom died 3+6+09 my Dad 4+19+09 and I still miss them, this site helps its the only place that I can talk about all my feelings, my Mom was is my best friend everyday is a struggle knowing they are in Heaven gets me through. my Prayers are with you.Dana.

Comment by Laura Marshall on July 7, 2010 at 8:34pm

My sisters and I lost our mother 2 weeks ago. I never could of imagined the pain and actually hurt her dying has caused us. There are times when I think that my tears will not stop. We didn't even know she was so sick. She has been losing weight for over a year, but her doctor said she would monitor it. 3 weeks ago, she was feeling under the weather. My sister took her to see another doctor who ran test and 4 days later we were told she had cancer on liver. There were 4 tumors... that was Tuesday, she was ok, talking and being herself. By Thursday she was in ICU and in and out of a coma. We took her home on Saturday with Hospice. They said she would never make it through the night. She made it until Tuesday morning at 4am, when she left us. I miss her every second of every day. She was both our mother and father. She helped me raise my 2 beautiful children, who miss her beyond words. Will I ever be able to make it through one day?

Comment by Crystal B on July 6, 2010 at 10:41am

My mom passed away from complications of cancer and lupus on June 28, 2010. I feel so lost. My mom was my best friend and I just can't believe she won't be around anymore. I talked to her on the phone almost every day. What do I do now? My 2 year old won't even remember what a wonderful grammy she had. My mom loved her SO much and was so excited to have a grandchild close. I just want to understand why my mom was taken from me. She was only 55. It's not fair. I want to know she is in Heaven and happy and in no more pain. My mom suffered a lot on this earth. I don't get how such a kind, wonderful, caring person would have to suffer so much. It's just not fair.

Comment by sharon on June 29, 2010 at 10:41am

I miss mu Mom too. my mom was a funny loving woman and she loved everyone thats how she was , on Novemeber 1st she called and had a hard time breathing and refused to go to the Hospital. the same night she told me I LOVE YOU ! thats something i will rememeber and have by my heart for ever . and the next day she went to the hopsital and she was in a coma and so helpless watching her lay there thinking it should had been me not her,
5 mins later she passed on I guess we are always likey to have a mother but she will be missed . I been haveing a difficult time still after 8 mos and i am a parent to 2 great children and everything i had trouble i called her for Advise . i am starting to relize that i can not do that no more,
As my Sister and i went to church for the frist time ( Mom's Church )
and it felt funny with out her there but i looked for her but knowing she is where she belongs and she was with us in sprit.
I still Miss her dearly and think of her always.

Comment by DINESE DAM on June 26, 2010 at 2:40pm

My mom died March 25, 2010. I miss her so much. At first itr was just to hard to even feel like she was done. It didn't feel like it. Now that sister is about to pass any day now, I am really feeling the loss of my mother.

Comment by Michelle Batacan Alexander on June 24, 2010 at 6:41am

I am 53 years old. I am a mother, a soon to be grandmother. Thank God those parts of my heart don't hurt. It is the daughter in me that is sorrowful. The sister in me that shares the hurt. Our mom, Rose, died on June 8, 2010 around 12:10pm quietly in her sleep. I was at work. I had been at her side all evening. We prayed together, we listened to music together. I gave her hugs and kisses and told her that we all loved her very much. I rushed home from work. Mom had passed, and the room was still filled with her warmth and her generous heart. I held her hand, stroked her temple tenderly and whispered we love you. It's ok I kept saying. Mom was gone.
She was a doctor, a teacher, a mother, a grandmother. She was 89 and would be 90 in October. The photo was taken May 25, 2010. She battled Parkinsons, Severe Osteoporosis and finally Breast Cancer.
I am so fortunate to have had a most wonderful, tender, caring, loving mother. I am also so fortunate to have had the gift of being near her and seeing her everyday, taking care of her and giving back to her the love she gave us all these years.
When I feel the sadness and tears well up inside of me, and I let them flow, I know that it is the testimony that there is a very real and
well loved part of my heart that will never be the same again. I miss my mom. always.

Comment by Kirstine Rushing on June 17, 2010 at 11:49am

The last hug and conversation is what I long for to, but then after it happened, I would want another one. I could never have enough time with her. She was my best friend and just meant everything to me. Like you, my heart hurts beyond belief everyday grieving for her. I just so badly need her back in my life. I am having a baby and so badly wish we could go shopping together. She always had the best advice and I can just see us giggling walking around Babies R Us together. I can still smell her sweet smell too. Nothing like having your mom in your life, that's for sure. She was my rock!

Comment by Paige Anne Lovelace on June 17, 2010 at 9:06am

Hi my name is Paige! I lost my mom almost 10 years ago on June 28th,2000 from Ovarian cancer. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about her and want her here. I wonder what it would be like to have one last hug with her or one last conversation with her. I can't believe in a week and a half it will have been 10 years! I love you mom and miss you so much it is killing me.

Comment by Dana LaPaglia on May 10, 2010 at 12:35pm

Kristine, Your Poem is Beautiful and so uplifting thanks for sharing, I miss my Mom so much that I cant even explain but Im sure Your can relate. I get up every morning waiting for Her to come in my room and tell me that Her and my Dad are going to the store they will be back shortly her exact words! then she would ask if I needed them to pick up anything? wow you just do not realize really how powerful such little things can be! just a saying can stick with You forever. And Memories that is all I have left. God Bless, Dana.

• ‹ Previous
• 1
• …
• 533
• 534
• 535
• 536
• 537
• …
• 542
• Next ›
• Page