I'm so sorry for your loss. Welcome to the community. (((((hugs)))))

I lost my father due to SMOKING and my husband to CANCER. My father passed away in 2005 and my husband in 2007. My husband an I were together for 27 wonderful years. He treated me like I was the love of his life. Our relationship was amazing, I think that is why it is so hard to let go... I have not even thought about moving on with another. Although it is very lonely, sometimes i pray that when the time is right, the lord blesses me with another man to share my life with...many blessings to you, and i hope you find a great support group.

By the way, you will love this site. We are a compassionate group of people:)