Do you mind using email? It is so much easier for me to navigate.

Hi Shelly,  How have you been doing?  I was just thinking about you and decided to see how you are.  You are still in my prayers.

Ho Shelley

 I just tried to send you a long reply and somehow lost it in cyberspace! But I want you to know that i know how you feel. I lost my only child last Dec1, 2012 in a tragic car accident. I am devastated. But one thing you should always remember is that you are still a mother and always will be. Your son's spirit is with you. I know how hard it is to mourn not just your child but your own future without them as well. No grandkids breaks my heart too. I am so sorry for your loss. Just know that you are not alone.