Today is my 3 month "anniversary" of Bill's death. "Anniversary" has a whole different meaning now.In some ways it seems so much longer than that. I've been waiting for him to come "visit" me or haunt me, but, he must be too busy hunting and fishing with his dad in heaven. I guess I'll just have to wait. 

One of those days where I don't even want to get dressed...but, I made up for it the rest of the week. I've painted half the rooms of the house. "Celebrated" my birthday and my son's 26th while remembering that it is exactly a year ago our "hell" started. I've handed over everything I could think of for having taxes done. But today I'm just wiped out and don't want to do anything but watch sappy movies on TV. What a life we live....Fran

I have done the same thing, started house projects and not finished them. I loose by ability to focus and complete things. I am always tired and feel like Im walking around in a bad fog.