what would you like to know? I am completely in a fog and don't know how to deal with this.
About my Loss:
My 56 year old common law partner who was my husband passed away 11 weeks ago. Coroner says it was a massive coronary even though there was no autopsy done. In our bed, Easter Monday evening after we made love. I did CPR on him and literally saw him die in front of my eyes. Although I still had hope paramedics would be able to revive him. Looking back now I realize he died in front of me because of a strange crackling sound coming from his throat when I went to do mouth to mouth on him.
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Hi Janet- I lost my soulmate 61/2 mos ago. My situation is very very similar to yours. I am so broken now. I've been trying to escape.... In many different ways.
I've alway been a tough chick but I also used to be happy and easy going. Empathetic and caring. Now... I am angry, short tempered and can be way too much of a bitch. Sometimes down right mean. And...... I do not care. And that's a direct result of losing him. Everything about me has changed. And I am not dealing with very well. But I just do not know what to do.
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I was in a bit of a mess and needed like minded people so just done a search.
Jul 2, 2015
Erin
Jul 11, 2015
Tildyc
I've alway been a tough chick but I also used to be happy and easy going. Empathetic and caring. Now... I am angry, short tempered and can be way too much of a bitch. Sometimes down right mean. And...... I do not care. And that's a direct result of losing him. Everything about me has changed. And I am not dealing with very well. But I just do not know what to do.
Aug 17, 2015