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Alice
Female
Matthews, NC
United States
Profile Information:
- About Me:
- I am a 54 year old female unemployed but now have to go back to work.A mother of two grown daughters and four grandchildren.The younger daughter lost her dad 3 days after he walked her down the aisle to be married of a massive heart attack.
- About my Loss:
- My husband died of a massive heart attack suddenly at home.There were no signs.He passed on April 9,2013.i was home alone,He went to sleep in another room that night and passed that morning.i feel that he protected me cause he locked the room he was in so I would not find him.I had to call 911 cause he would not answer means they broke the door down and he was gone.I feel my grief is harder cause it was sudden.I think about him often we were married for 24 years but have been together for 30 years.
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Bonnie Jacobs
Sorry it has taken me so long to write back. I have been having a bad time lately and this day especially. I just want my daughter back. I want this all to be a nightmare and I will wake up and she will be here at home. I can't take it today. This is the worse day ever. I can't even look at her picture without having an anxiety attack. I keep thinking that it will be okay tomorrow but it won't. She is never coming back and I don't know how to live with that. Day by day sucks. All of the clichés in the world don't work for me right now. I miss my Sara and just want to hold her a tell her everything will be okay.
Jun 15, 2013
Bonnie Jacobs
I pray everyday and ask God to keep her happy. I also ask for help dealing with it. It feels like my guts are being wrenched out of me.
Jun 15, 2013
Bonnie Jacobs
Thank you Alice. I know she is with God. I think God is with all of us too. I hope that I get to see her when it is my time.
Jun 15, 2013