I am 50 years old, was married for 30 years, have two wonderful children. I am devastated by my husbands death. I know this is still too soon but am crying everyday several times a day.
About my Loss:
My husband died of an accidental gunshot would on 1/1/11. I feel like I will never get over this sadness and crying. I am going to a grief share group once a week but I feel like I need a little more support than once a week.
Hi Anette,
I hope you are doing ok. Holiday time is here and it just feels lost and overwhelmed. Winter makes me sad and lonely on top of being heartbroken. I am trying my hardest to kedp moving forward for my son but there is still many times I feel this sense of deep sadness abd continue to ask Why?
My husbands murder has been in Court proceedings and that has just made us re-live everything all over as if it was just the very first day. I hope all goes well with holiday season.
Hi Annette: I don't really what to say to make you feel much better because I feel exactly the same way you do. My husband of 20 yrs, Rick, passed away 3 yrs ago at age 45. His death was very unexpected and even now I have to consciously make myself breathe. I keep wondering what I will wake up from this horrible nightmare. I also lost my mom just a few months later just as unexpectedly. I still feel like it was all just yesterday. I have not slept in our bed one single time since my husband's passing. I never say I "lost" my husband and mom because I did not "lose" them, GOD decided it was their time but not mine. I don't have any living. My baby girl died in 1992 then I had to have a full hysterectomy so I couldn't have more children. All I know to say is that GOD is the only reason I am able to keep breathing. Have you heard Shania Twain's song that says, "It only hurts when I'm breathing. My heart only hurts when its beating"? Well, thats how I feel all the time. I guess we can both wollow in our grief together. I would love for you to email me at chloe.damar@aol.com....Chloe
Amanda Ab
Hi Annette,
Just stopping by to say hello. How are you?
Jan 17, 2012
Amanda Ab
I hope you are doing ok. Holiday time is here and it just feels lost and overwhelmed. Winter makes me sad and lonely on top of being heartbroken. I am trying my hardest to kedp moving forward for my son but there is still many times I feel this sense of deep sadness abd continue to ask Why?
My husbands murder has been in Court proceedings and that has just made us re-live everything all over as if it was just the very first day. I hope all goes well with holiday season.
Dec 3, 2012
Chloe
Hi Annette: I don't really what to say to make you feel much better because I feel exactly the same way you do. My husband of 20 yrs, Rick, passed away 3 yrs ago at age 45. His death was very unexpected and even now I have to consciously make myself breathe. I keep wondering what I will wake up from this horrible nightmare. I also lost my mom just a few months later just as unexpectedly. I still feel like it was all just yesterday. I have not slept in our bed one single time since my husband's passing. I never say I "lost" my husband and mom because I did not "lose" them, GOD decided it was their time but not mine. I don't have any living. My baby girl died in 1992 then I had to have a full hysterectomy so I couldn't have more children. All I know to say is that GOD is the only reason I am able to keep breathing. Have you heard Shania Twain's song that says, "It only hurts when I'm breathing. My heart only hurts when its beating"? Well, thats how I feel all the time. I guess we can both wollow in our grief together. I would love for you to email me at chloe.damar@aol.com....Chloe
Dec 7, 2012